INTIMACY
LOST
I've
lost many joys in this my short life,
Due
to hidden emotions, heartache, and strife.
Gone
are the days of childhood delights,
Gone
is the teenage passage of rights.
But as
my eyes open, I now start to see,
That
my greatest loss was intimacy.
The
real close relations with family and friends,
The
loving bonds on which a good life depends.
Without
sharing my hurts and my fears,
There
was no one to dry my invisible tears,
No one
to hold this quivering form,
No one
to keep my aching heart warm.
Alone
I have been for decades of years,
Alone
with myself, my heartaches, and tears.
I shut
out my friends, my family, and God,
So through
this life alone did I trod.
But my
God remained always faithful and true,
And
from those losses He'll see me through.
He'll
restore all the life that was taken from me,
And
I'll come to know a true intimacy.